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[11/24/09 - 5:54 pm] i should have been gone. today was the day i was supposed to leave. so much has happened within that year. part of me wishes i was gone and things went right. and the other part is happy that i'm home. i've met a lot of new people that are good to me. i have a job that i love and that has opened all these doors for me. i am still unsure of what i'm going to do when December 11 comes around. but what i do know is that not everything sucks. theres nothing i want more (2)

[11/13/09 - 10:45 pm] i wish it was like wednesday everyday. and i need to gain some self control. theres nothing i want more (0)

[10/26/09 - 8:21 am] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | gary allen ] well, i thought i was over you but i guess maybe im not cause when i let you go looks like lonely is all that i got i guess ill never know what could have been it sure ain't helping this mood that im in if theyre gonna keep on playing these songs i gotta stop doing this kind of stuff. making it harder to move on. i need to realize that you'll never change. i have faith in a lot of things and a lot of people, but there's something about you that makes me lose all hope. so i will no longer let myself feel this way. i don't deserve to feel pathetic and used. i did nothing to get treated that way. and i won't let it happen any longer. and it's to bad because i could have really loved you. theres nothing i want more (2)

[10/14/09 - 8:54 am] stuck here. theres nothing i want more (0)

[10/4/09 - 12:23 pm] [ music | california girl ] i want to go to so many different places and i want to start meeting people and making connections so after everything, i'll have a steady ground to stand on. there is so much going through my head. and i'm so confused on what i truly want from every one. and i know i shouldn't have done what i did. but i'm always optimistic. She's walking away She's making a stand She's moving to a new life She's moving with a new man Well I've got news for her The kind that I can't say Because I came to my senses just a little too late So I'll watch her drive away And I'll wave goodbye And as her tail lights fade into the night sky theres nothing i want more (0)

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